My mother Mary Ethel Hill preferred to be called Ethel although I never ever even called her that. Mother truely was a very rare and unique woman and trying to put into words how she was is and will always be is differcult but probally not impossible. (Ethel) was a very big hearted soul! Her death definately caught me off guard! I definitely didn't see it coming but I had a very strong uneasiness recently or this year or so and didn't take the steps necessary for her to get to meet my new wife or any children that I have always desparately wanted to have while she was living. I really didn't think that she was ever going to die and really she still lives on in Heaven but she won't be able to touch them or handle them or see them grow up or buy them gifts but I know she will be watching from Heaven's balcony until we all meet in Heaven when our lives come to an end just like everyone one of us will go when we shed this earthly house providing we sincerely accept and recieve the Lord Jesus Christ as our personal Lord and Savior!
